After my chemotherapy and radiation I knew I didn't want to do classic rehab. On the one hand, I didn't want to run the risk of being in a facility in which many people may be negative and just talk about how badly it had hit them, on the other hand, the rehab programs did not seem to me what I needed. I wanted adventure, freedom and life and so I created my own small tour of Germany.
In 2012, I was again faced with a choice due to further private fatalities. I had the feeling of standing at an intersection and having to choose between "sinking" and "living". I knew the only person I could change was myself and I knew that if I didn't take action now and change something, I wouldn't survive because the emotional pain was so great. So I started healing the inner child, came to further meditations and afterwards a whole new, spiritual world opened up for me.
2014 flog ich dann mit einer kleiner Reisegruppe nach Südengland ans Herzchakra der Erde, Glastonbury, dass auch bekannt ist als der Ort wo einst das mystische Avalon gewesen sein soll. Nach einer Woche war ich so in meiner Kraft, fühlte mich so gesund und frei wie noch nie. Drei Jahre später war ich, nachdem es mir monatelang immer wieder depressive Verstimmungen hatte, wieder an diesem magischen Ort und er brachte all meine Anteile in mir wieder an den richtigen Platz. Avalons Heilenergien wirkten mal wieder.
Im Oktober 2017 bin ich nach Glastonbury gezogen für meine persönliche Heilreise und um spirituell zu wachsen.